talk of the town

On another note, lets me just put it out there. Not that I feel I have to (for specific people) but more for the general public or for the ones that care to read my blogs/ rants / and episodes. let me just say this… let people be people. You are probably thinking what the fuck does that mean. Welp let me tell ya. I have encountered so many people who loooooove to control. This happens a lot in social media. It’s usually persons who feel they can force their worldview on others and then when others don’t agree with them they attack. let’s just let people be people. stop caring about who, what, when, where, why. Freedom of speech let people express them selves all they want in what ever way they want. It their platform. who the fuck are we to tell anyone “hey shut up” or “hey change your post”. Or the best I’ve seen is the silent clap backs of stfu. let people be. If your not interested or dislike you can unfriend or block it’s so fucken simple. But I believe people just love control. A...

I want to speak on this topic of forgiveness. This has been my worst and best moral action of my life. when I was young I struggled so much with forgiveness. I was so angry with my life and my self for many years. I didn’t have the best family life, my parents are uneducated, catholic old fashioned mentality. They raised us to basically be workers and marry and raise family. My dad has always been hard, strict and abusive. He has no empathy so I don’t believe he was pained when he verbally/physically abused me ( I speak for my self ). I took all that anger and forced my self to swallow it because I already knew if I stood up for my self and defended my self I was going to get beat up. I know my sisters would say other wise but they didn’t get beat. Not the way I got beat. Like I said I speak for my self. I know what I lived. So I carried so much anger inside me. I believed his words and I lived by his words. I was forced to practice catholic religion ways and of course I hated it. I di...

I’ve had an elevation or some kind of spiritual awakening. So let me explain because some of you might get it and some of you might not. So a few months back I was having random dreams every now and then that I had made a reconnection with an ex friend. And in my dream he is just there hanging out with me. Mind you I had more than one dream thought out the span of I would say 2-3 months. In each dream it was almost exactly the same as far as our interaction. Walking and talking and hanging out as per usual of when we were friends. So I started to question why? Why and I dreaming this person and why now ? I had ended that friendship last year. My psychic intuition was screaming at me. I knew there was a reason why I had been having random dreams all of a sudden. The dream it self was not giving me any clue as to why so I knew it was something else. Something in me said fuck I feel that I need to reconnect. I really battled that because it’s many reason as to why I had ended that last ye...