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Carefree

I think it’s funny that my last blog I was so proud of myself. I had wrote a blog at a decent hour in the afternoon. The joke is that here I am again back at 3am writings. it’s been one crazy end of the month. My daily tasks just went from zero to one hundred. At the very least I know I am one final away from being done with this stupid statistics class, YAY ME !. at least that is over and I can move on to my degree classes for sociology. These next classes literally should all be sociology and one health class. Graduation is so close I can almost taste it ! School goes by so fast and this year is flying by too! does anyone remember how when we are kids there is no care in the world? Literally have no stress about bills, money or wasting money on classes or daily shit. I swear growing up is a fucken fraud but then again it really depends on how we are being raised and our living environment. There are so many kids that are growing up with being abused daily or neglected. These situat...

5:55

Wow look at me writing a blog in the afternoon! It’s only 5:55pm wow. since I finally have figured out a schedule for school, home, kids and tarot it’s safe to say that today I have time off during the afternoon. Normally I would be still trying to finish school work or the kids are hassling me for food. i’m being a mom and I’m at the park taking a breather. Watching these kids honestly being a mom is not a bad job. I had no clue what I had signed up for when I became pregnant with my first child. It’s kinda crazy because it feels like such a long time ago and almost a blurr. I was young 23 when I became pregnant with my son Raymond. I was living with his dad Ray. I knew I wanted to have kids I just didn’t know when or how I was so clueless about planning a pregnancy. So we tried and tried for a year straight when I was 22. I thought maybe my weight was an issue because I was over weight. The Dr told me it was stress and I was trying to hard and not allowing my body to relax and take o...

Did I ever tell you ?

Maybe I have not? Or maybe I mentioned it ? Let me think …… yeah, No I never told y’all. Oh wow you guys are gonna think I’m a weirdo, freak. So here it goes, I saw an alien or extraterrestrial being. And I don’t mean like I saw one on TV or a story book. I literally saw a real alien. This was a small, grey big black eyed creature. So I’m going to start at the beginning with this story. I was a young girl I want to say I was around the age of maybe pre teen. I was living in the city of El Monte California with my family. We moved to that city after I was born. So that had to have been somewhere in the years of 1980-81. I grew up in that house on Clinton st. I can tell you so many supernatural shit that happened in that house. I swear that house was possessed or something cause fuck it was scary! But anyway back to my story about the grey. so I remember that there was sounds on our roof of what sounded like some one walking or running across the roof. In my memory which actually was ver...