talk of the town

​we are back to the late night blog writings. As per usual this is my quiet time and I feel like writing.  I want to talk about the crazy connections tonight. Okay so, these type of situations have happened to me a lot. When I say “crazy connections” I. Mean that they are connects with specific people at the exact time when maybe you needed that connection. So let me explain what I mean.  These connections with people are exact timing and it could be in actual clock timing of surroundings people. I will tell my story about a certain someone one from 2013. After my son was born I moved to Alaska. When in Alaska I realized that my marriage is not what i thought it was and I decided well since my husband at the time was cheating then I could too.  I went online and announced that I was bored and wanted to meet new friends. One friend from high school messaged me saying her 2 cousins had just moved to anchorage. I said I wanted to meet them and make friends since we are all v...

 Who loves a good horror flick!? say I. "I" Those are some of my favorite films next to documentaries. I love me a good true story about someone's life. Honestly, I don't know where my love for horror flicks came to be for me. I know I grew up watching the original movies like Freddy Krueger and Halloween. LOVED them all, I wanna say it's the gore and the cheesy fake screams for me. I can't get enough of the running and looking back and the good ol trip and fall, haha. I love it so much because the movies of today don't have gore anymore. I always say "horror" of today is actually weak ass shit. I wanna see blood, guts, and some sick shit, haha. Recently, for Halloween, I gave myself the whole day to binge-watch new horror flicks that I had not ever seen before. One was called Witch, another was called Sinners, and the third was Insideous, part two. I really enjoyed Sinners. I think that was very well acted and written. It's a good old-fashio...

  Matthew 12:22-28 New King James Version A House Divided Cannot Stand 22  Then one was brought to Him who was demon-possessed, blind, and mute; and He healed him, so that the blind and mute man both spoke and saw.  23  And all the multitudes were amazed and said, “Could this be the Son of David?” 24  Now when the Pharisees heard it they said, “This fellow does not cast out demons except by Beelzebub, the ruler of the demons.” 25  But Jesus knew their thoughts, and said to them:  “Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to desolation, and every city or house divided against itself will not stand.   26  If Satan casts out Satan, he is divided against himself. How then will his kingdom stand?   27  And if I cast out demons by Beelzebub, by whom do your sons cast them out? Therefore, they shall be your judges.   28  But if I cast out demons by the Spirit of God,  ...

       So normally, when I have a dream, I won't remember my dream when I wake up. It's been countless times that, as soon as my eyes open, I come to my reality that I have no memory of what I was dreaming. Well, last night I had another vivid dream. This dream was so vivid and so real that I saw colors and I knew I was in all my senses. This is what makes this dream particularly strange. SO let me explain, I truly believe that this was NOT a dream. This was a real-life event, but in another dimension. I know how that sounds, it sounds fucken ridiculous because the average human can not process the idea of a higher vibrational energy field or dimensional lives. Honestly, I don't even care how fucken psycho I sound right now. I do beleive that we humans live in a Matrix. I believe this earth life is one of many dimensional "life" paths to live in. I also believe in parallel life paths, meaning there is another life just like this one, but in a different time realm....

Oh wow I didn’t realize that it took me all month long to get back to writing. Oh boy it’s been a crazy ride. I honestly don’t remember when was the last date when I wrote in my blog. I would first like to say that we live our day to day lives and we don’t ever think how anything can go horribly wrong at any moment. That can change our lives so drastically. I have go speak about what has happened in the span of about 3 weeks. Which that then led into something else life changing in 24hrs. my god ! You guys I am not even kidding when I say, I am beyond emotionally just drained. like I had mentioned before I don’t remember when was the last time that I wrote because I have the worst memory and I and exhausted so I’m scatter brained. Not to mention that I just got done with a 5 paged research paper too just now and it’s 2:20am haha oh wow I’m a fucken mess. I need to be asleep you guys. So let me jump into my crazy life ! the end of September I had the father of my children come back into...

Today Will always be remembered as one of the darkest, saddest days of our time. As we remember that a beautiful human was taken from us. Today, September 10, 2025 conservative political activists Charlie Kirk was shot in the neck by a gunman. He was doing a debate at Utah valley college where more than 2,000 students arrived. This news has literally shattered me personally. This man has been nothing but great and positive influence in my family and I. I have been following him for about 4/5 years now and the more I watch the more I love and respect him. I woke this morning and I just didn’t feel well. It was this heavy feeling in my chest like anxiety which is normal for me but I just didn’t feel right. I took the kids to school dropped them all off and when I got home I went straight back to sleep. That was a little past 8am. I woke up about 11am and I still did not feel well it was heavy feeling and I felt sad a lot of sadness. I told my self “bitch get up” and I dragged my self out...