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 I've been doing a lot of reflecting.  In my life, my academics, past experiences, and friendships are pretty much everything. It has to be my stupid hormones because I am a whole mess. No, yeah, it's 100% my hormones. I have been having high highs and low lows. Today I woke up in a great mood, and I went shopping and I got it all done. I got home way late afternoon, it was after 4pm. So I get home and I suddenly have all this energy to start organizing and doing laundry (I know I'm so ridiculous). As I am organizing, I'm listening to my music in my headphones, and it gets me in my feels. So then I sat my ass down at my desk and I write a deep emotional letter to a friend. Then that got me all in my feels even more, so I started to reflect on my past experiences with that friend. That tured into relfecting on how I handled certain situiaions and how I "woulda, coulda, shoulda" shit.  I realized through my tears that there were many situations that I could have...

 The world is going crazy, y'all! This past weekend has been scary. There are so many people in the street doing crazy things, and people are being hurt and killed over it. The social media platforms are full of hate and anger. Honestly, my heart feels so sad for everyone because there's a lot of negative energy. However, I do understand why people are feeling this way. People think that President Donald Trump is a super racist who is targeting only Mexicans and is vowing to kick them all out of the country. I can't help but chuckle because why would anyone think this way? It's so exaggerated. I do get it, tho, it just makes people feel like he has no love for the Mexican people because those are the people who are being targeted here in Los Angeles.  Anywho, yeah, people are beyond crazy like they claim Trump is soooooo racist, yet those same people are being racist towards him because he's a white man. The hypocrisy is so funny to me. I pray that everyone is safe,...

I guess it’s a theme for me. I get done with my school work (late night) and I want to keep writing. It’s almost as if I have to wind down from an assignment high. Like as if I am on a good one when I do homework. Geez and people like to say “you stay home, you have nothing to do”. Girl bye ! I have an overload of chores, errands, school work and maintain a social life and let’s not forget get my tarot too! Yeah call me Superman. since I am on the subject of school, we traveled to Arizona last weekend to watch my sister graduate. That was such a fun trip. I wasn’t able to get into the pool but at least I was relaxed and had a great time. So I am scheduled to graduate September 2026 and I know it’s a little far into the the next year but I am so scared. That graduation was over 2 hours long. How am I suppose to get through that ? Why do deans have to talk for an Hour? Yeah I don’t know if my anxiety will allow me to chill for that long with out an at least one panic attack. I don’t know...