talk of the town

       So normally, when I have a dream, I won't remember my dream when I wake up. It's been countless times that, as soon as my eyes open, I come to my reality that I have no memory of what I was dreaming. Well, last night I had another vivid dream. This dream was so vivid and so real that I saw colors and I knew I was in all my senses. This is what makes this dream particularly strange. SO let me explain, I truly believe that this was NOT a dream. This was a real-life event, but in another dimension. I know how that sounds, it sounds fucken ridiculous because the average human can not process the idea of a higher vibrational energy field or dimensional lives. Honestly, I don't even care how fucken psycho I sound right now. I do beleive that we humans live in a Matrix. I believe this earth life is one of many dimensional "life" paths to live in. I also believe in parallel life paths, meaning there is another life just like this one, but in a different time realm....

Oh wow I didn’t realize that it took me all month long to get back to writing. Oh boy it’s been a crazy ride. I honestly don’t remember when was the last date when I wrote in my blog. I would first like to say that we live our day to day lives and we don’t ever think how anything can go horribly wrong at any moment. That can change our lives so drastically. I have go speak about what has happened in the span of about 3 weeks. Which that then led into something else life changing in 24hrs. my god ! You guys I am not even kidding when I say, I am beyond emotionally just drained. like I had mentioned before I don’t remember when was the last time that I wrote because I have the worst memory and I and exhausted so I’m scatter brained. Not to mention that I just got done with a 5 paged research paper too just now and it’s 2:20am haha oh wow I’m a fucken mess. I need to be asleep you guys. So let me jump into my crazy life ! the end of September I had the father of my children come back into...